shocks

these past few days have been what?? i don't know maybe SHOCKING!
i was so shocked in everything...school,friends & family.
i couldn't believed that i was not aware of what was happening around me,.
am i really that stupid? or it is really just me who doesn't care about everything.

to begin with, my friend had told me something that i don't want to share here..lol.
anyway i have nothing to do with that, but it was really shocking.

as of now, i am so afraid of what is goin' to happen in my accounting.it's still HANG!
i mean i don't know if i'm gonna pass or not HERE I GO AGAIN. i discovered that i had so many wrong answers in my final exam right after i passed it, so everything was like BUGOOSHTIGOOSH!!!because of that, i texted some of my friends and NONI responded by calling me and what was so shocking about it was that she told me that she also might fail, well it was shocking because i never thought of that.

and the most shocking revelations!!!it's about my cousin.
i realized that i was so selfish thinking that i'm the only who has a big problem but then i was wrong. All this time i thought that nothing can be worse than my problem, i mean if i fail in accounting then that's gonna be the end of my dreams.
she texted me the night before that shocking thing, i shared my problem to her and she told that my problem was nothing compare to her. i was so mad in her response i said "it was only a love problem and she too young para seryosohin yun" it's like sya ung gumagawa ng problema nya eh ako never q ginusto n mgkaproblemas s accounting noh' then it ended there.
the next morning,i went to her house and there she told me everything. she told me that her mom was already here in the Philippines...her mom was an OFW working in Qatar for almost 1 month only that's why i was shocked because her family has financial problem and it's an opportunity for her mom to work out of the country. then one of our aunts told my cousin that her my mom was having an affair with another man so my cousin didn't know what to do..my cousin told me that her younger brother told her "ate alam mo gusto q n din magaral kaso ayoko mkipagsabayan sayo",.my tears dropped.basta madami p xa cnav blahblahblah!!pero ang pinakanabigla ako is when she told me that she already lose her virginity so i was like WHAAAAAAAAATTTTT???!!!! all this time i thought i know her but i guess i was wrong,..i cried in front of her because she was different now i mean i know what kind of environment she has but i can't and i don't want to believe that she was adapting that environment,.PREMARITAL SEX..i told her that i can't gave any advise because i knew that she wont listen to me,i mean she has her own perception in life and maybe that was different from mine,.kase kung nalaman ko agad un cguri pipigilan ko xa kso sabe nya hindi ko xa mapipigilan eh..basta i promise to be here for her no matter what,..PERIOD.

shocks

these past few days have been what?? i don't know maybe SHOCKING!
i was so shocked in everything...school,friends & family.
i can't believe that i am not aware of what is happening around me,.
am i really that stupid? or it is really just me who doesn't care about everything.

to begin with, my friend had told me something that i don't want to share here..lol.
anyway i have nothing to do with that, but it was really shocking.

as of now, i am so afraid of what is goin' to happen in my accounting.it's still HANG!
i mean i don't know if i'm gonna pass or not HERE I GO AGAIN. i discovered that i have so many wrong answers in my final exam right after i passed it, so everything was like BUGOOSHTIGOOSH!!!because of that, i texted some of my friends and NONI responded by calling me and what is so shocking about it was that she told me that she also might fail, well it was shocking because i never thought of that.

and the most shocking revelations!!!it's about my cousin.
i realized that i was so selfish thinking that i'm the only who has a big problem but then i was wrong. All this time i thought that nothing can be worse than my problem, i mean if i fail in accounting then that's gonna be the end of my dreams.
she texted me the night before that shocking thing, i shared my problem to her and she told that my problem was nothing compare to her. i was so mad in her response i said "it was only a love problem and she too young para seryosohin yun" it's like sya ung gumagawa ng problema nya eh ako never q ginusto n mgkaproblemas s accounting noh' then it ended there.
the next morning,i went to her house and there she told me everything. she told me that her mom was already here in the Philippines...her mom was an OFW working in Qatar for almost 1 month only that's why i was shocked because her family has financial problem and it's an opportunity for her mom to work out of the country. then one of our aunts told my cousin that her my mom was having an affair with another man so my cousin didn't know what to do..my cousin told me that her younger brother told her "ate alam mo gusto q n din magaral kaso ayoko mkipagsabayan sayo",.my tears dropped.basta madami p xa cnav blahblahblah!!pero ang pinakanabigla ako is when she told me that she already lose her virginity so i was like WHAAAAAAAAATTTTT???!!!! all this time i thought i know her but i guess i was wrong,..i cried in front of her because she was different now i mean i know what kind of environment she has but i can't and i don't want to believe that she was adapting that environment,.PREMARITAL SEX..i told her that i can't gave any advise because i knew that she wont listen to me,i mean she has her own perception in life and maybe that was different from mine,.kase kung nalaman ko agad un cguri pipigilan ko xa kso sabe nya hindi ko xa mapipigilan eh..basta i promise to be here for her no matter what,..PERIOD.

new template

i have just changed my template.
it's kinda pink but it doesn't mean i like pink ok.
ok hav to go,.
need to get ready coz i'm going to lucena again,school tomorrow and it sucks.
i really hate leaving for school,.
ok bye now ♥♥♥

AM BACK

am back,..
it's been a long time since my last entry here..
anyway I'm back ^_^

i'm so excited for the next season of One Tree Hill
specifically season 3
yeah I've been in this kind of stuff SERIES & MOVIE marathon
but I can't watch the next season coz'
i still have to wait until next weekend
HECK SUMMER CLASS!!!

Tomorrow will be like my first day in school again
new classmates, new teacher, new surroundings
and i don't know what will gonna happen
just hoping that everything will go well,,

bye for now,see you soon

oooh my!! as of now wala p din kming confirmation s qfjpia..our deadline was last oct 16'09 p and until now wala p din kmi,..nyahaha..pano n kya un.. :0..

i opened an account nah' in BDO (banco de oro) but i didn't get my passbook and atm card yet,i need registration form daw muna from my school kc student p lng aq..hmmm eh d cgeh..then i bought ascof lagundi for cough remedy aaah effective kya un????

today as usual i visited my facebook account and on the right side of the page i saw my classmates pictures the BSA-3. The first thing that i did was to count them and of course they were only 1o...but atleast now sanay n q,wat else can i do except to post a comment "sinong ngcapture?"with a "hehe" no sad feelings anymore...= 0 ....ok i admit i'm still a little bit sad but promiz just a little bit..eventually nmn i know dat i will be successful i just have to wait,...


as of now.i'm waiting for the list of the participants in qfjpia that ate mara will send me..

oooh!!i saw ian's brother
ian is my childhood crush but not anymore..
haha..
okie dokie...wala lng mapost